It's all circles if you try to follow it linearly. Follow it sometimes. It doesn't always hurt.
The other morning as I started some restaurantness, I realized another something. I'm really good at not worrying about things. Not outwardly worrying, reacting, I will outwardly logically be passive and not stressed. I can go with the flow. But inside I can sense there must be some cholesterolical rising. Test the knots in my shoulders. I've got knottingham crawling all up and down my back. Why? Why am I so mentally at ease, knowing it's not worth stressing over. Calmly accepting of failings and slowness and stumblings. Why inside am I holding on to it and how am I doing it, how so that I can stop?
that's why I have got to give that driver who is tweezing her eyebrows a break.
You'd think I was a serious person.You'd also think I could do something more about late nights, hazy days, sulfured rays, homework hoops, and shmooping dupes. Allowing my sleep to go and glands to become swollen is a reoccurring circular narrative of life for me. In no ways effective. Well...in a little ways.
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